Memory

this memory may not make sence but it was deffinetly one of those times when the ugly elephant exposed it's self for a moment.

My aunt S was rocking her new son. a precious little boy. and he was just so different then her last son, this baby was queit and just wanted to be held and loved. her other son was ruff and tomble, and he still is. I was looking over her shoulder to look at him. he was falling asleep. I had just seen a sertain eposide of touched by an angle and happened to menchon that i had see soemthing that said that babies might beable to hear the angles singing in heaven.

and she said, "Yes we belive that he hears angles."

and then i being young and a little stupid said, "that's right you believe...."

she looked at me very strangly so I stopped, and changed the subject.

see what i was going to say was that you believe in the pre life. but he face made me feel like i was going to attack her belife system when really iwas just going to comment on a belife, not condem it or afferm it. It was just one of those times when the elephant was exposed and there was a how dare you say anything about the elephant. wherer good or bad.